0 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:07,000 I've always been happy, or tried to be happy, but since I entered my teens it became more 1 00:00:07,000 --> 00:00:08,000 difficult. 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 I know people my age feel lonely, it's just, I feel miserable. 3 00:00:13,000 --> 00:00:14,000 Happiness. 4 00:00:14,000 --> 00:00:20,000 My grandma used to say that you never realize how happy you are until you stop being it. 5 00:00:20,000 --> 00:00:26,000 Happiness is not having what you want, but loving what you have, what you are. 6 00:00:26,000 --> 00:00:29,000 I don't love myself, that's no mystery at all. 7 00:00:29,000 --> 00:00:37,000 I guess that's why I'm not happy. 8 00:00:37,000 --> 00:00:47,000 I keep comparing myself to guys my age who have the perfect lives. 9 00:00:47,000 --> 00:00:59,000 I'm sure they are happy. 10 00:00:59,000 --> 00:01:07,000 You might be surprised about what some people are willing to do 11 00:01:07,000 --> 00:01:11,000 in order to get what they think it's happiness. 12 00:01:30,000 --> 00:01:33,000 Ok guys, get yourselves warm. 13 00:01:36,000 --> 00:01:37,000 Elliot! 14 00:01:37,000 --> 00:01:38,000 Elliot! 15 00:01:39,000 --> 00:01:40,000 What's up? 16 00:01:40,000 --> 00:01:42,000 You will never believe what happened yesterday at the party. 17 00:01:42,000 --> 00:01:47,000 So, I was sitting next to Chris and... Elliot, is everything ok? 18 00:01:48,000 --> 00:01:50,000 Yeah, it's all good, Martina. 19 00:01:50,000 --> 00:01:51,000 Sure? 20 00:01:51,000 --> 00:01:53,000 Lately you've been a little bit off. 21 00:01:53,000 --> 00:01:57,000 You know you can tell me anything you want, don't you? 22 00:01:58,000 --> 00:02:00,000 Yeah, I mean, ok. 23 00:02:00,000 --> 00:02:02,000 What were you saying? 24 00:02:02,000 --> 00:02:05,000 Ok, I was at the party and... 25 00:02:09,000 --> 00:02:10,000 Elliot! 26 00:02:10,000 --> 00:02:12,000 Get out of here right now! 27 00:02:14,000 --> 00:02:15,000 Elliot! 28 00:02:15,000 --> 00:02:16,000 Right now! 29 00:02:19,000 --> 00:02:20,000 What the hell did you want, mom? 30 00:02:20,000 --> 00:02:21,000 I'll be cold. 31 00:02:21,000 --> 00:02:23,000 She said how many did anything in the whole day. 32 00:02:24,000 --> 00:02:25,000 Mom, please, you know how it is. 33 00:02:25,000 --> 00:02:27,000 She's just a bit dramatic sometimes. 34 00:02:27,000 --> 00:02:28,000 Have you seen yourself? 35 00:02:28,000 --> 00:02:29,000 You've been like this for two weeks. 36 00:02:29,000 --> 00:02:30,000 What the hell is wrong with you? 37 00:02:30,000 --> 00:02:31,000 Mom! 38 00:02:31,000 --> 00:02:33,000 There's nothing wrong with me, ok? 39 00:02:33,000 --> 00:02:34,000 I'm fine. 40 00:02:34,000 --> 00:02:35,000 Can't you tell me I'm your mom? 41 00:02:35,000 --> 00:02:36,000 I'm worried about you. 42 00:02:36,000 --> 00:02:38,000 Mom, leave me alone, ok? 43 00:02:38,000 --> 00:02:39,000 Elliot, tell me I'm worried about you. 44 00:02:39,000 --> 00:02:40,000 Mom, leave me alone. 45 00:02:40,000 --> 00:02:41,000 Elliot, tell me I'm worried about you. 46 00:02:41,000 --> 00:02:42,000 Leave me fucking alone. 47 00:02:42,000 --> 00:02:43,000 Elliot, tell me I'm worried about you. 48 00:02:43,000 --> 00:02:44,000 Elliot! 49 00:02:45,000 --> 00:02:46,000 Elliot. 50 00:02:48,000 --> 00:02:49,000 Elliot. 51 00:02:50,000 --> 00:02:51,000 You haven't answered. 52 00:02:51,000 --> 00:02:52,000 What? 53 00:02:53,000 --> 00:02:54,000 Really, I'm fine. 54 00:02:54,000 --> 00:02:57,000 Based on what you just said, you don't seem fine. 55 00:02:59,000 --> 00:03:00,000 Elliot. 56 00:03:01,000 --> 00:03:02,000 Are you happy? 57 00:03:04,000 --> 00:03:05,000 Are you happy? 58 00:03:07,000 --> 00:03:08,000 Are you? 59 00:03:12,000 --> 00:03:13,000 Yes. 60 00:03:13,000 --> 00:03:14,000 Are you? 61 00:03:14,000 --> 00:03:15,000 I am. 62 00:03:19,000 --> 00:03:21,000 We can see I'm kind of happy too, you know? 63 00:03:23,000 --> 00:03:25,000 Aside from not sleeping, 64 00:03:25,000 --> 00:03:28,000 controlling everything that I eat and 65 00:03:28,000 --> 00:03:31,000 trying to keep my work from not filling up as I'm doing so. 66 00:03:34,000 --> 00:03:35,000 I'm happy too. 67 00:03:39,000 --> 00:03:42,000 Elliot, give yourself some time. 68 00:03:42,000 --> 00:03:44,000 I'll be here for everything you need. 69 00:03:47,000 --> 00:03:48,000 Can you help me?