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I've muted every brain cell in my head

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Staring at my phone in bed

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Don't even know what I was feeling

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As I stared up the ceiling

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My mother tells me I look tired

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But what does she know?

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I'm clearly alright

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A part of every morning spent wishing that I was still sleeping

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Yeah, I guess I could be happier

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I suppose I could be less of a dick

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And yeah, I've been a regular

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At the bar, where you drink

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With the light, how you think

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Oh Madison, Madison, oh I've been thinking how you've been, how you've been

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I've told you every single secret and you said they're silent

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I needed you dead, now I need you again, Madison

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But you wear the shirt so well

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If you're not perfect, I can tell

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Can I be your sister or your husband

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Or your house plant in the corner

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Then I'll be happier

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Cause I never have to think for myself

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So can I call you?

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Can't I see you, oh my son, my son

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Oh, I've been thinking how you've been, how you've been

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I've told you everything I'm thinking and you sat there silent

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I needed you then, now I need you again

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I said I could be happier in the moment

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I knew it was true

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And the sadness is familiar, I don't know where you at

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Won't you please call me back

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Oh, oh, oh, oh, my son, my son

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Oh, I've been thinking how you've been, how you've been

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I've told you every single secret and you set the silence

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You sat there silent

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My son, my son

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Do you ever think about me?

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Just pouring my heart out

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Every single secret

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And you sat there silent

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I needed you dead

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Now I need you

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I've been mad